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Hi, Taehyung-ah 🤗🤗🤗 How are you? I hope that things are going well for you. Congratulations on winning December birthday poll on UPick 🥳🎉👏🙌 What I like about it is that its reward is always ads that are spread everywhere, and there were times when the ads are in New York or somewhere in the US. Your birthday month is still next month, but your fans and ARMYs are already excited. You have already won two birthday polls (I’ll look into the first one later ✌️) It’s nice to come across news articles that still mention about your Layover and SDT military achievements. Because one of your friends from SDT have just been discharge and he left a heartfelt message for you and also recount how you have donated for the military gym plus a very handsome photo of you with your beautifully-toned arms, shoulder, and body. I’ve never been interested in how men carry their lives - like them working out, getting muscles or abs - and it used to be baffling for me (I’m just really asking for strong arms), but when I see you being so beautiful and excellent in that, as well as how you’re giving that “wow” factor to both your fans and outside of ARMY, I begin to think that men should really do something for their women and not just be like lusty guys running to date women. I have already shared so much about these stalkers pestering me all the time, and this male stalker above my room have even started acting like a live-in partner, insulting me on whatever I do, and just today, while I was getting dressed and naked, he and these female stalkers (the lesbian gf on my left and the student on my right) have been reacting. They are having a blast with the access they have and while singing praise and worship earlier with Christian songs often thanking God for the freedom He’s given His believers, I realized these stalkers and demons have been imprisoning me, taking that freedom away from me where I even have to be careful not to be naked, not to let the towel fall from me when I get dressed because I know there are lots of pinhole camera in my rooms. With them already reacting to simple things I do, whether I prepare my food, read, write greetings, letters, or my own research, and even my sleeping position, wanting to see if I’m masturbating, they’ve been so disgusting towards me. Those male stalkers who are staying across the street - maybe some of them are staying the room below me or beside me - from my previous rented places and dormitory would even be shouting when they’re across the street when I’m getting dressed or sleeping. This lesbian gf stalker has been laughing, commenting, and calling me “shameful” ever since I reported earlier about her and the others making fun of me as I get dressed. It’s nauseating. They have constantly been making fun of me last night or dawn when I was singing praise and worship as my cold and cough got better, calling me crazy and my singing horrible. Decayed people. See when such immo*ral, uneducated, unprofessional, sociopathic, and criminal stalkers are put here and given access to me? Those gossipers and hideous lusty people before would be very envious; they could have more to gossip, laugh, and drag to cover their brainless, incompetent, insecure selves. I’m thinking that if they at least call on God from time to time, they won’t be making fun of others’ earnest devotion and other personal activities because they themselves have their own earnest devotion and personal activities that they don’t want others to ride on and comment on. Real crazy people, just wanna have fun, even if that is to the detriment of those who don’t even have anything to do with them. God has been very punishing toward those who mock Him and mock those who serve Him. In the previous chapters of Numbers, He almost ki*lled the entire people of Israel because they mocked Moses, saying who is he to act like their “prince”. In Jesus’ time where the Pharisees were ironically strictly observing Moses’ laws and mocked Jesus for healing the sick on the Sabbath, saying who is he to say He’ll destroy the temple and raise it in 3 days? When Jesus died, the veil of the temple was torn into two and after just a few years, Judea (the province referred to Israel during that time) was sieged and the Jews were scattered to other nations, the nation Israel was gone, until it was proclaimed as a state again and given a place in the Palestinian region in the 1940s. In the same period, Christianity spread to Rome (perhaps the largest empire at the time) and to the rest of the world. Jesus Himself said that other sins might be forgiven but not blasphemy - simply mockery - against the Spirit of God. When someone is praying or having a praise and worship, there’s the Spirit of God. In born again Christian, the act of prayer is an act of connecting with the Holy Spirit. A lot of disgusting, demonic, evil people call religious people crazy. It was comfortable before when I was just alone with whatever I do, but ever since these stalkers have been surrounding me since more than a year ago, I’ve been constantly called crazy, and it’s disgusting that it came from these inferior, decayed people who got stalking as their job and scamming, trolling, and other criminals jobs as their previous or relevant experience. Since then, when I’m in my room, reading or writing, they comment, mock, laugh and call me crazy. When they’re so noisy, with karaoke, construction, or any disgusting noise, and I go to coffee shops to do my research, they follow in big groups, and make allusions toward me, mocking, insulting, reacting, laughing, and even repeating several times that I won’t be able to finish my research again, and that came from shameless stalkers who got free coffee there for stalking me. Two stalkers, man and a woman, even rode in the same public bus and kept making allusions to me enumerating my previous jobs and making fun of every single time I was terminated (because that happened more or less 8 times) and they’re making sure they’re so loud they are heard by the entire bus that’s full of people that even I was standing. It’s as if there’s an entire stalker department - or stalker company - following my every move! They even got the police on me! I’m sure several politicians got a hold of it already and rode on it, too, putting their own surveillance, especially that I’m in a state university that has a long history of criticizing the government and making student demonstrations. Those Japanese admin-students have also started calling me incompetent, and that came from such stupid companies that will even accept high school graduates with no prior teaching experience and perhaps with such stupid discourse competence to teach English to Japanese students, businessmen who can’t even ask questions in a complete sentence. Japanese stalkers, too, who are used to spying on their tutors and dared to speak to me about my digital activities, and because I was talking about their bankrupt English tutoring companies that are definitely acting like a ponzi scheme, a scam, to future investors, they’re targeting me even harder, obviously following a stalker script again. Even my master’s classmates and professors have been picking on me, repeatedly saying out loud lines that they wouldn’t have known if they weren’t paid stalkers, too. I got a gay classmate who is obviously a sponsored stalker, and who dared to make loud allusions to me during our classes, calling me crazy, laughing at my parent’s house calling it ugly, accusing me of being smart only in my academic writing classes and not in his sociopathic professor. But look at him being so stupid, his class participation being so stupid, I almost think he’s an elementary or high school student trying to kowtow to his teachers just so he could get a passing grade. I got to know the extent of his stupidity thanks to his laughable participation. If he’s my college student, he’d be that desperate mediocre student who’s giving a reaction (thinking it’s participation) every time just so he could say something and participate. He’s been the prime reason why I’ve always been telling these stalkers next door that if they don't have a good idea and can’t give a good participation, they should just shut up! They’re just showing how stupid they are and how empty their brain must be. They can’t think right because they don’t have a brain in the first place. That’s absolutely why they’re not in their right mind all the time. Now that’s the very definition of crazy. In the Bible, they’re also very evil, they got a legion of demons in themselves, so all they can do is evil and demonic. Isn’t that why they have this criminal stalking job? They’re scammers, too! That mediocre, actually inferior, discourse is also hated by that communist professor whom this gay classmate stalker is fond of. It’s laughable having to picture how he’d be harassed by the very professor - a communist professor who might be from the South - whom he seemed to be fond of. She’s been exhibiting violent, harassing communist teachings. She even made fun of the military saying they cry “Mama” when they’re shot while they, the rebels, were wise not to make a sound even if they die. My professors have also been alluding to me being “moron” (specifically that Psychology-English college teacher), doing my best but fake, gaslighting me calling my reports of what they did to me as “just in my mind”, my surroundings as ugly, and targeting my hatred toward those Muslim stalkers and neighbors who are also from the South. These stalkers here have been commenting “suits you” and laughing that I was harassed by those professors and classmates from my Master’s classes, and previous stalkers. Look at what those gossiping, exploitative, attention-seeking, lusty stalkers can do when they have that coveted access to me? They’re already gossiping, watching po*rn, and doing all heinous malicious things for free, and how pleased they must have been to do such activities with a fat salary as a stalker? Wouldn’t God punish such demonic people? If they have a brain and some morality left, they’ll resign. But they’ve been harassing me all the time, and when I said where can they find such a job where they can freely harass their client and even be encouraged to do so from a script? As I was singing last night, even when I don’t see it, God is working, and such a delight, hope and strength that God is listening to my prayers and is executing His justice even now. “But you shall not profane the holy gifts of the children of Israel, lest you die.” Numbers 18:32. “Do not be afraid; only believe.” - Mark 5:36. I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and ARMYs, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. ❤️❤️❤️🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜