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Hi, Taehyung-ah 🤗🤗🤗 How are you? I hope that things are going well for you. A lot of amazing things are happening these days. Don’t worry about me, I’m fighting well, and even more amazingly, as always, God is fighting for me. Yes, there’s just me here against all of these stalkers and exploitative people, but I’m not alone because God is with me, and He is fighting for me. Nothing is wasted in God and He is so powerful that He will show us how bigger He is than all of our enemies and “Egypt”. I’m listening to the song “Egypt” now, and indeed, God is the one who fights for us, He’s the one who is the Lord of every victory, Hallelujah!” 

I have shown my sincerity and all these stalkers have mocked me, putting me in constant domestic abuse and se*xual abuse, all this time, and this lesbian stalker or whatever female stalker she is on my left mocked me still, mocking commenting “poor”, “wow”, “crazy”, “suits you”, “yeah”, to insult and provoke me, and this male stalker above my room joined in, calling me “crazy”! Despite calling them out and scolding them many times, they still have harassed me, putting me in domestic abuse and se*xual abuse, mocking commenting on my every move - this lesbian stalker mockingly commented “shameful” on me - controlling my behavior. 

They can’t be trusted with an important thing on earth - and they’re mocking this now, degrading this, and the lesbian or whatever she is on my right called me “crazy” again, and indeed, Heaven will not trust them with treasures there as well. They can’t even accommodate what an important thing is, and are mocking figurative representations, showing incompetence in figurative language and lacking in understanding. They’re laughing even now and someone outside has been banging just now, and this lesbian stalker or whatever she is stalker on my left laughed just now, harassing me again. The abuses they have done against me here, thinking there’s just me and them, stalkers, and that their abuses won’t be found out, will be properly and severely punished, one of these days as these things will be revealed, like what was written in the Bible “For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open, and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all.” - Luke 8:17. 

They have abused me thoroughly, both domestic and se*xual abuse, and thinking that I was violated several times by these criminal stalkers, and remembering that the pastors I want to talk to these days have been sick with fever and I often told them that may the pain by bearable for them, I have seen that it’s still grace that I was asleep and unaware of their thorough violation towards me. They themselves know what they have done, and that lustful criminal policeman even fired his gun yesterday, knowing that happened under him, beside his very residence, when they went into my window, paused my recording - which explained why it did not show the correct number of hours of my sleep - with the ladder under it when I woke up in the morning. Now I also remember where I saw that familiar face of a Muslim who banged the window on me and made allusions that if they won’t be paid, they’ll throw my body to the sewer. I saw him from the previous place I rented before I went to rent in their neighborhood. That building there was newly built, and I already know from all those construction that often started when I moved in to rent them, how they got such funds and how they’re exploiting you severely and abusing me thoroughly. 

That security guard from the previous dormitory was also very angry toward me and when the dorm’s attendant took the key from him and removed my double lock, as if she was also very aware of that guard’s se*xual abuse, I confirmed my fear that he and the others there have violated me. This male stalker above just mocked me “suits you”. 

They got new rented apartment or building (Chinese-owned dormitory in March-June 2022), a building near the residence in December 2023-February 2024, a new apartment for rent owned by the grandmother of my landlady - and she even asked where her grandmother got the money - in July-August 2024), got repairs in their building (that Chinese-owned dormitory in November 2023 and February-April 2024 and that nun-operated dormitory in May-June 2024), built the very building I rented in August 2024, renovations in their own house and additional rooms for rent (that violent, lustful, abusive police and Muslim residence), and additional funds to their ongoing constructions (those from Chinese-owned apartment in August 2023 and this building I’m currently renting). I also heard from one of the caretakers in that rented place in September 2024, “this was our owner before and [they] just came back”. 

This female stalker on my right repeatedly mocked me “very far” and “eww”, this male stalker above my room “crazy” as well as this lesbian or whatever stalker she is on my right “crazy” and “poor” as well. I figured out just now that they could be the born again Christians from the city church I used to join in before the pandemic, and that’s why in the previous days, I have the conviction that God is very angry at them and that they must have done a serious crime before. Indeed, what they’re doing now is a serious crime, and unbelievable act of a Christian, exploitative, harassing, harmful, abuser - domestic and se*xual abuse! I also finally understand why my previous mentors won’t talk about them. 

I got these convictions from God in my praise and worship before, an extreme anger from God, and I thought it must be because they are all stalkers who have been doing all this domestic and se*xual abuse towards me and why He will indeed destroy them, severely punish them, and burn them in hell for eternity! I also have these convictions and insight earlier and now I know even more why those insights have been revealed to me as well, because these stalkers here are also born again Christians who have nurtured the same worldly gossip community and how they are not safe to be around with even by their own fellow Christians, harasser since before and how they could have done the same harassment and gossip about other members of the church, that if they can’t be trusted with important things and treasures on earth, Heaven will also not entrust them with great treasures, and that if they can’t do that in Heaven, they will surely be burned in hell, with everlasting fire, that they should have prayed alongside me and not constantly harass me, calling me crazy all the time, while I’m praising God. 

Now I know another reason why whenever these stalkers call me crazy, I could say that when they’re already burned in hell, they’ll know how crazy they are and that they should have just prayed with me and not mocked and called me crazy all the time. Now I also know another reason why I have been able to say how wasted they are, if they were praying before, how wasted! I also had a sudden thought that they could also have pains and sufferings before that made them the harassing people that they are to me, putting me in domestic abuse, commenting on my every move, and controlling my behavior, and as I was praying and having praise and worship, I had another insight and conviction that God will show these stalkers who they were before they were saved, that they were saved but they still did all this exploitation and harassment, domestic and se*xual abuse! 

I also had the conviction and insight that they were so disgusting in the eyes of God, so dirty, and so dark, and I had also posted what is written in the Bible about fellow believers who are lukewarm, neither hot nor cold, God will spit him out. With all of these horrifying events, I have the conviction of how God sees them with such disgust, He will spit them out. I also had the conviction that in all their domestic abuse and se*xual abuse, mocking my every move, calling me “crazy”, just like now by these supposedly “born again” stalkers whom I already know, God is calling them out and scolding them, and that He will burn them in hell with an unquenchable fire because of all the abuses they have done to me, domestic and se*xual abuse, returning good with evil, a very non-Christian character trait! You should be afraid, you should have prayed together! 

I grew up with miracles and I always have a grateful heart, and yet these supposedly “born again” Christian stalkers here can’t see the Heavenly movements and can’t see God who is manifesting Himself, His presence and love, and calling me “crazy” all the time! Even the simple act of taking photos of the sky and capturing God’s favor, they’re calling me “crazy”, always abusing me, putting me in domestic abuse. It’s even more horrifying how they were harassing me, loudly making disgusting comments, and laughing at me when I pee. It’s very disappointing how they were like this prostitute police woman below who’s laughing loudly, to think that they’re supposedly “born again” Christians. The male stalker from afar who’s like these abusive uneducated incompetent “engineers” and this female stalker from this lesbian’s room, whom I know, just called me “crazy” again, harassing me, and putting me in domestic abuse. I can’t live my own life because they’re all abusing me, mocking on my every move, controlling my behavior, putting me in domestic and se*xual abuse, just because they have unlimited access to me, got cameras and mic installed in my room, and to my devices. Who would want to have their previous fellows - even “born again” Christians - stalking on them? 

All of this happened so that they will know there is God who punishes severely, and He’s the creator of justice, even, because they live all their lives harming others, exploiting others, doing evil, and don’t fear Him anymore. 

“So Israel was joined to Baal of Peor, and the anger of the Lord was aroused against Israel. Then the Lord said to Moses, ‘Take all the leaders of the people and hang the offenders before the Lord, out in the sun, that the fierce anger of the Lord may turn away from Israel. So said to the judges of Israel, ‘Every one of you ki*ll his men who were joined to Baal of Peor…for they harassed you with their schemes by which they seduced you in the matter of Peor and in the matter of Cozbi, the daughter of a leader of Midian, their sister, who was ki*lled in the day of the plague because of Peor.” - Numbers 25:3-5,18. 

“A man planted a vineyard and set a hedge around it, dug a place for the wine vat and built a tower. And he leased it to vinedressers and went into a far country…But those vinedressers said among themselves, ‘This is the heir. Come, let us ki*ll him, and the inheritance will be ours.’ So they took him and ki*lled and cast him out of the vineyard. Therefore what will the owner of the vineyard do? He will come and destroy the vinedressers, and give the vineyard to others…’The Lord said to my Lord, “Sit at My right hand, Till I make Your enemies Your footstool.”...Beware of the Scribes, who desire to go around in long robes, love greetings in the marketplaces, the best seats in the synagogues, and the best places at feasts, who devour widow’s houses, and for a pretense make long prayers. These will receive greater condemnation.” - Mark 12:1,7-9,36,38-40

I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and ARMYs, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. ❤️❤️❤️🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜